jesus tapdancing christ in a danceoff with the serene ballet buddha

So, tonight i gave solid thought to my three month plan beginning at the start of february, i'm going to be turning bags of insullation for my dad's company on one of his crews into the blower for a better than decent wage, though the job has obvious setbacks; i.e. spending eight hours a day in the middle of february outdoors wearing a dustmask doing physical labor. From there, i'm going to take my road test, &get my license which will help my dad out by having another licensed driver until i take that license and put myself back behind a desk where i feel like i belong, but it's not going to be so bad to further understand the work my dad's been sending people out to do since as far back as i can remember, even doing it himself in my earliest youth/not counting the gap of adolencence where the business went under &they had to sell the photo lab to make up &keep the house we grew up in for a few more years. Hold on, yes. I said photolab, untili was about six years old, far far too young to understand the asthetic interworkings and complicated machinery of photography, my parents owned a photo lab with state of the art equiptment &a complete staff. it broke my heart into peices when they told me in selling the company they just completly junked a color film processor that made prints as well, valued in the $20,000 range even in the early 90's; becuase they couldn't find a buyer as, the internet was still the wild wild west &craigslist wasn't a faint glimmer in it's creator's eye just yet. Even my current task of typing on a personal blog on a private domain without paying for it, was pioneered by geocities as far as i know, which wasn't around until i was about eight or nine; we were taught computers by the best tutor in New England that would work with kids, and thus i learned to read and use MS-Dos, at an early age, &dad's Tandy got dated within a shocking frame of time, &while we were still stable and doing well for ourselves he was completly on top of staying current in computers. I'll continue this later, i lost the page for a while, then had to find the draft of the page, and it turns out the other blog i had started this one to replalce is still operational, well fuck me. holler.

over&out